Inside Out
My memory drawers are no longer in the right order but not any longer I think about it with terror I have separated with myself and I, around me they pretend that's everything is alright, they say that I just got to sit tight
However I know that my substance has slowly been replaced by absence, many of my souvenirs are eradicated whereas others are very often fabricated
I am no hen living in a grange so I find it strange that they often use the word re-arrange, have you ever noticed that dementia has the same ending than the word asphyxia
In the end I don't really care if my bread is white or brown because they would not let me go to town
They say my head is all upside down.
I no longer remember if I am an adult or a child
But it does not really matter now if I am wise or if I am getting a little bit wild
Each time I attempt a trip at the brain it seems such a task so vain it seems so insane
I appreciate I am sometimes on auto repeat, I realize I have lost my grit
I find that silence brings lucidity, a welcome respite, a new found ability to deal with all that oddity
Isn't it weird that I cannot stand wearing a beard, it's probably because the guys from ZZ Top have come up with a plot
I no longer remember if I am an adult or a child
So it does not really matter if I am wise or if I am getting a little bit wild
I forgot the oven was on but how come since I clearly remember I was there with my cooking gloves on
Possibly its just because I sat on the stairs with the drowning intensity of a glare so bare
I know that I left the keys on the table, Galileo knew that the earth moves around the sun
So why suddenly do I have such a fascination with the purchase of a gun
oh tis four, it's time to eat the jam from the bun?
I no longer remember if I am an adult or a child
Do you think it does matter if I am a little bit wise or if I am getting absolutely wild?
Yeah I know I talk a lot to my spoon its because cutlery citizens are nice, did you know that so many of them were living on the moon
I overheard the word cocoon, somebody called me a buffoon alas its time to watch my favorite cartoon
I called my daughter mummy, well I think it was my daughter or maybe it was my doctor
I find she has lovely eyes which are always perfectly blue when she cries
Don't you think that regression rimes well with diminution?
Would it be worth trying to pair it with restoration?
I no longer remember if I am an adult or a child
It does not really matter if you cannot pass me the extinguisher
I doubt it would help quenching the last flames of desire?
The butter cream smothered the cake, no more wishes I want to make
So I guess it does indicate it's probably time to muffle the life term
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Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #43
thanks for saying I wont ask why.
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #42
ah thank you Allen kind words so much appreciated
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #41
thanks Jennifer kind words much appreciated
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #40
thanks for sharing this link I read in Spanish first but glad there was an English version to help me bridge some gaps as always you are very thoughtful Julio Angel \ud83d\udc1dLopez Lopez
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5 years ago #39
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5 years ago #38
Yes my father.
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #37
many thanks Joyce \ud83d\udc1d Bowen Brand Ambassador @ beBee appreciate you dropping by , my best gurgle to you :-)
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5 years ago #36
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #35
Joel Anderson
5 years ago #34
https://www.poets.org/poetsorg/poem/do-not-go-gentle-good-night
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #33
thanks Joel Anderson I am probably nowhere near the reality of what they may experience in the end I guess it maybe nothing more than a simple exercise in applied empathy 🤔
Joel Anderson
5 years ago #32
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #31
man many thanks Franci\ud83d\udc1dEugenia Hoffman, beBee Brand Ambassador a little tribute to the forgetful but not forgotten
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #30
thanks Gert Scholtz appreciate the comment. As often I take on stuff frontally I don't always find it easy but when it works it all worth it. My next one is in the same vein but different and its causing me problems too maybe I should write about unicorns and fairies :-)
Gert Scholtz
5 years ago #29
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #28
thanks Bill Stankiewicz, \ud83d\udc1d Brand Ambassador :-)
Bill Stankiewicz
5 years ago #27
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #26
I have read what you do for the most part of the last 3 years its raw, not for the faint hearted, but genuine and brilliantly written take another bow Kim :-)
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #25
ah thanks kim wheeler very nice coming from such a talented and experienced human being :-)
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #24
a very powerful and sobering observation Joanne thanks for that !!
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #23
Thanks Julio Angel \ud83d\udc1dLopez Lopez I guess you are probably right there my friend :-):-(
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5 years ago #22
Harvey Lloyd
5 years ago #21
We can laugh at it now as we experience the chapters. To share one of these adventures. We were at work when we recived the call. The inlaw was shaping up a dram playing out in our living room. Apparently the local news channel was in there wanting to question here about her all boss from twenty years ago. My wife asked her to go into the room and describe what she saw. She couldn't she was frozen with fear of past indescretions she new here boss had committed. We went home only to find the mid day local news playing in the living room on the TV. It was sad at the moment we experienced it. Maybe even a little anger in having to come home and help her back to a safe mental place where she could actually relax. But she has gone to a better place now so we can laugh at it.
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #20
I am so sorry to hear this and the experience you had :-( , dementia is widespread enough but nobody really speak (or want to) about it its painful to see individuals being erased overnight almost from society contributor to burden. Thanks for commenting Harvey Lloyd
Harvey Lloyd
5 years ago #19
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #18
ah Jerry I am glad it struck a chord not because of the delivery or the quality of writing (if any) but because I have done justice to those who are no longer themselves. Many thanks :-)
Jerry Fletcher
5 years ago #17
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #16
wow I am so humbled by that comment , people like you makes it all worthwhile Phil. :-)
Lisa Vanderburg
5 years ago #15
Dude...that's beautiful! 'We only become adults when our own children need us to be.'
Phil Friedman
5 years ago #14
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #13
ah thanks Neil Smith yes I know not the most uplifting topic but the reality for so many :-(
Neil Smith
5 years ago #12
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #11
As always a sound practical advice at the ready Mr Ken Boddie :-)
Ken Boddie
5 years ago #10
Lisa Vanderburg
5 years ago #9
Ah...God love you Pascal Derrien, for you have fleshed out this very ture outcome for so many!
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #8
thanks Lisa Vanderburg to be transparent I have somewhat merged three distinct events I have witnessed involving three different persons but more broadly I just wanted to give a voice to people who are written off :-)
Lisa Vanderburg
5 years ago #7
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #6
I fully concur mr Doctor (that's for the rime :-)) this post is probably nowhere near what one might experience but I thought maybe they could have a voice a day :-)
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #5
ah thanks Ali for the kind words sharing and shedding some lite on the culinary specialities of your country :-)
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #4
many thanks Debasish Majumder doing what I can :-)
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